Xmas around the corner

Still remember last xmas…After I met the accident was the xmas. I m in lonely unstable condition while passing the xmas, nothing can do only can sit in front of the TV and wander what happen to me in 2007 xmas. It was a real hurt to my vanity because I keep thinking of my parent were seriously hurt in the accident. I experienced a pang of sadness. But luckily both of them in good condition now. From last year 14/12/2007 till this coming 2008 xmas, I will make myself more satisfy to my life coming on. All in my heart tells what should I do next? I hope can reach you a xmas gift and celebrate together with you but it is impossible for me and you. I know until now you still worry about me that I m a child you treat me before. I hope but I won’t do that anymore. I already learnt everything in my life started from that second. Seriously I can reach u that I missed the moment together with you but not from this second. Merry xmas for you.